"In my next life I want to live my life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old people's home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, and then when you start work, you get a gold watch and a party on your first day. You work for 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You party, drink alcohol, and are generally promiscuous, then you are ready for high school. You then go to primary school, you become a kid, you play. You have no responsibilities, you become a baby until you are born. And then you spend your last 9 months floating in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating and room service on tap, larger quarters every day and then Voila! You finish off as an orgasm!"

Now these are what I call princesses ;)

There comes a point in life when you start to realize who matters, who never did and who always will. 

I love you.

Is destiny developed by choice, or chance?

I believe in destiny. I believe we make our future, but I also believe that some superior unknown energy plays a significant role in the lifes we live, in where we are in particular moments and in the judgement we make in different circumstances. Destiny is the mistakes people make in their life all put into a hat, mixed around and picked at random. People confuse bad decisions with destiny, but when it comes down to it, is our destiny determined by our choices or by the chances we take? "It is not the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves". We will all go through a different path in life and this path is created by our free will and the chances we are willing to take. Every person, moment and belonging leaves a mark in our lives and these are at times found thanks to destiny and other times thanks to our actions. Each and every one of us has a chance to decide our destiny, we just have to be willing to fight for it and to believe in ourselves. We're all capable of the extraordinary, we're just not capable of letting go and going for it. If we only get one life, why should we waste it waiting for destiny to do the job when we're more than gifted to change our own lives? What's to stop us from doing what we love and what we truly believe in? There's no point sitting around waiting for things to happen so get off your ass, and start changing your life. No one else can do it for you. 

Anatomy is destiny.

London calling to the faraway towns
Now war is declared, and battle come down
London calling to the underworld
Come out of the cupboard, you boys and girls
London calling, now don't look to us
Phoney Beatlemania has bitten the dust
London calling, see we ain't got no swing
'Cept for the ring of that truncheon thing

Here I go out to sea again
The sunshine fills my hair
And dreams hang in the air

Gulls in the sky and in my blue eyes
You know it feels unfair
There's magic everywhere

Look at me standing
Here on my own again
Up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide
It's a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to hide and cry
It's a wonderful, wonderful life

Sun in your eyes
The heat is in your hair
They seem to hate you
Because you're there

And I need a friend
Oh, I need a friend
To make me happy
Not stand here on my own

Look at me standing
Here on my own again
Up straight in the sunshine

I need a friend
Oh, I need friend
To make me happy
Not so alone
Look at me here
Here on my own again
Up straight in the sunshine

Wonderful life <3

Trust [truhst]- Reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety of a person or thing.

 I think we're all capable of looking up and understand the literal meaning of words. But what do they really mean to people and to friends? Saying "I trust you" doesn't take much. Three words, three syllables, that's all. I'm not sure what people think of trust and why it's so underrated. You say you trust someone yet you're not willing to believe them. You say you have faith in someone but you still need proof of what they're saying. Is it our own giulty minds that stop us from purely trusting something? Is it because we can't be trusted that it makes us wary of others? I don't know anymore. I trust a lot of people and I hope they feel the same about me but lately it seems like trust is just another word that's thrown around like love that no one actually takes seriously. They say that being trusted is a greater compliment that being loved, but why does it take one small, insignificant lie or wrong word to break it? Surely if you trust someone, a small casual misstatement shouldn't be the thing to stop from believing in them. I understand when it's serious dishonesty, but at times people are so scared of getting hurt that they give up on trust as soon as they see a difficult situation. Without trust, there is nothing. No love, no friendship and no happiness. I think the problem is that we trust people to be who we want them to be instead of who they are and when they're not who we want, we are upset.

"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you do not trust enough."

HAHAHAH

 

Mateus Vandelho

I'd just like to say, well done to mommy and daddy... WOW!!

 

The best way to not get hurt and to live life your way, is to follow this thinking!!

Suavemente, besame... Que quiero sentir tus labios besandome otra vez!

Summer....

I'm extremely upset that summer is over. It's the season to relax under the sun, to feel pretty with no make up on, to get a tan, to fall in and out of love and for new experiences... It's the season in which you meet new people and places and from which you obtain a lot of memories. I'm sad it's over and I have to say this summer was awesome! Two weeks in my beautiful Rome. 40 degrees, great food and spending time with my lovely family and friends and then on a cruise in the gorgeous corsica for two weeks with friends friends and more friends! Absoulutely amazing! I loved every day of it and I've gained some special memories and a very nice tan! I'm sure the memories will last longer than the tan :) I hope everyone had a fab summer and I can't wait for what summer 2012 will bring. But before I can think about that, three other seasons must go by and a lot of studying must be done. I'm sure we'll get through these seasons and we will profit of some good memories. As long as you have your friends and family around, nothing can go wrong. Loveeee

Education or the start of a prison sentence?

"The difference between ignorance and apathy? I don't know and I couldn't care less "

I love to study, I always have been a bit of a dork. I've always enjoyed doing homework and neatly writing out my notes in 100 different coloured pens. Unfortunately, when you reach college this becomes a different story. Of course I still enjoy learning and believe it to be the only way in which humanity can survive and expand their knowledge on how this world works and why we've been put here (even though I believe we will never know how our planet works... that's the beauty of it). The problem is that in college (in particular) they make you feel like if you don't get perfect grades NOW then you're doomed to work in a low paid, low expectation job for the rest of your life when actually, to succeed in life you need more than some letters and numbers on a piece of paper. They are ready to bring you down telling you you're already a failure and that you won't go anywhere in life. Rather depressing I would say... But really, you make your future. Fate, destine and all that stuff plays a role in this big film called life, but the main character is you. I'd like to add that we're 16-17 so we're not sure of anything. We're not sure what colour vans to get, let alone what area of law we want to go into! This is the time to think things through, to change your mind and to make mistakes.. not the time to make lifechanging, important decisions. Let's leave that to when we're ready, right?

Tutti vivono per qualcosa...

Vivo per lei da quando sai
La prima volta l'ho incontrata
Non mi ricordo come ma
Mi entrata dentro e c'è restata
Vivo per lei perché mi fa
Vibrare forte l'anima
Vivo per lei e non un peso

Vivo per lei anch'io lo sai
E tu non esserne geloso
Lei é di tutti quelli che
Hanno un bisogno sempre acceso
Come uno stereo in camera
Di chi da solo e adesso sá
Che anche per lui, per questo
Io vivo per lei

È una musa che ci invita
A sfiorarla con le dita
Atraverso un pianoforte
La morte lontana
Io vivo per lei

Vivo per lei che spesso sa
Essere dolce e sensuale
A volte picchia in testa una
Un pugno che non fa mai male
Vivo per lei lo só mi fa
Girare di cittá in cittá
Soffrire un pó ma almeno io vivo

É un dolore quando parte
Con piacere estremo cresce
Attraverso la mia voce
Si espande e amore produce

Vivo per lei nient'altro ho
E quanti altri incontreró
Che come me hanno scritto in viso:

Io vivo per lei

Life in multicolour

I'm happy there's colour in my life, how dull would it be all in black and white? I like black and white movies and grey scale pictures, but thanks to colours, our lives are more exciting. Just a random thought that came to my head... 

Peace out ☮

There's always pizza... Hmmm

Men are from earth and woman are from earth, some men are just dogs.

The problem with us women is that we'd rather settle for someone not completely worthy than feel lonely. If men were the same they would definitely understand what it feels like when you find out what a real player is like. Unfortunetely they are very much the opposite so for them, if a girl won't give him some when he's horny and bored alone on a saturday night, he'll just look further down his contact list and try again, and again, and again. Until obviously, being in the 21st century, he'll find a girl with no self respect that's ready to put out. The thing is that we say these people are not going anywhere and they'll never find love, but they're the ones who are happy and don't have to worry with being upset and depressed when a relationship or whatever goes downhill. They're the ones that in 10 years will still be living the life of a 25 year old instead of for once trying to be less adolescent and actually think of what their actions make people feel like. The most annoying thing is that you usually try and defend them and say "oh no, he's different, he truly loves me" bla bla bla when actually, deep down, you know you're bullshitting yourself. Girls, we are not the exception, we are the rule. No use dreaming about film or book love because that stuff happens to 10% of us. And no, it won't just happen one day while you're reading the daily paper, you won't just magically find your Mr. Right in the school/work caffé and he won't serenade you telling you you're the one he's been looking for. And lastly, he won't turn out to be a sexy and mysterious vampire. Sorry, but Edward Cullen doesn't exist. But love? Yes that does, otherwise what are we all doing here?
<3

This one's for Titfanny

99% of people reading this won't know who this girl is but if you do, I'm sure you'd agree with me when I say she's AWESOME! Just wanted to say I love her and think she's a great person who will achieve everything and anything she wants in life because she's so wonderful and talented. Remember that you little midget!!

Ed Sheeran - The A Team

Tutti vogliono il mondo, pochi vogliono vivere

The other day I was just talking with some friends and realized how much we all say  the words "I" and "me". I think we must probably say it 1000 times a day. It got me thinking... We're all worried about getting everything we want but we never stop to think about how much we have and how others might not even have half of the things we take for granted. Food for example. No one gives a shit about food and we don't take it much into consideration because well, we have plenty and it's always there. You go into the kitchen and start stuffing your face or just pick up the phone and choose from many different types of food. I know I'm gonna sound like I'm working for "Save the children" or some other peace and love company but it's actually true! If only once a day people could think of others instead of going on with I I I and me me me.... I'm not saying I don't like the materialistic things and all that, I'm just saying that I open my head and also think about what's happening in the rest of the world. I just noticed that we have it all so easy. We have food, clothes, friends, family, money and a roof over our heads but yet we still want more. When the new Gucci collection comes out I want that bag straight away. I mean, who really needs a £950 bag?! Maybe it's just human to want what we can't have and want everything at our feet, but with this mentality, the future generations are gonna be very selfish, arrogant, lazy and let's face it, not a nice group of people... Just stop every now and then and see how many times you say the word I and me in a day and just think of those who have it worst than you. Believe me, if you're reading this, it means you have a computer, an internet connection and hands so think yourself lucky! Peace out brotheeeeers <3

Magic...

Il tempo vola... La gente rompe il cazzo!!

I was just thinking about how much time really does fly. It feels like it was yesterday that I was about to turn 10 but obviously it's almost a decade ago!! Man, we're gonna wake up one day when we're old and not know where our life has gone. For this I always believe in the latin very known quote "carpe diem" because if you go by this saying, you will get the most out of life and it will not go unlived. You should be able to do what you want when you want.... Obviously nothing against the law lol I'm not saying everyone should go round killing people for run or randomly raping people just when you feel like it. I study law, so believe me, I'm pro rules, legislations, civil rights and morals! But what I'm saying is that I think people should be able to do what they want as long as it doesn't involve hurting someone else. The important thing is that you do it because it's what you want to do and it's what you believe in. Unfortunately a lot of times you can't just do what you like because it's not accepted in the eyes of others and bla bla bla. Why do we waste our time and our lives thinking about what others think and making sure we do things only if they're said to be correct and the right thing to do. Who knows what right and wrong is? Who's to tell us how to act and what to say? We're all different human beings with different feelings, different needs and we all act differently so I don't get why people always have to make sure what they're doing is alright with others and with society. If you want to do something just DO IT! If you want to kiss someone just kiss them! Otherwise you'll spend time regreting what would have happened and what could have been.... See what's important to you. You can play it safe and go through life without risks or you can go for it and maybe, just maybe, you get everything. Something to think about. 

Cogli l'attimo

Old hippies never die.. they just take fewer trips!!

Non si sá mai!

You never know what people are thinking and it can be so annoying... I sometimes wish I could read peoples minds but then I also think it could be very awkward! Immagine if you're reading your parents mind and they're thinking about what they'll get up to later on that night. OH GOD how awful!!
It would be cool though at times to know what people are thinking, especially if it's someone you like or if it's during exams if you don't know the answer to a question.. So yeah, I'm writing complete shit but I'm bored and I felt like blogging. Not sure what people would think of my thoughts. Probably that I'm a bit crazy and mad! I'd hate it if someone were able to pick through my thoughts so thank god the mindreading is left to fictional characters such as Edward Cullen!!

This woman will live forever...

Una vita senza amore, non é vita.

I've come to realize that LOVE is a very spoken subject and is a matter that is touched apon whatever the situation and whatever the company. The majority of the things humans do are to do with love, are for love or are because of love. This really does put us in a vulnerable and strange position because if love is what we're fighting for so hard, why is it usually what hurts us the most at times? Now I don't think I've ever been "in love" (whatever that means) and I think that for a 17 year old that's pretty normal. I don't believe in saying I love you unless I mean it and I don't believe in falling in love with someone after two days. But lately, when I think of HIM, I've been using the word love instead of like. I would usually just think to myself "man I like this guy a lot" but for the past three or four days, the word love has slipped out of my mouth quite a few times.. This for some reasons scares me and also it confuses me a lot. How am I supposed to know if it's love? I don't know what that is. No one does! It's a word that is given to the profound feeling that two (or more) people share but no one actually can define the word love and no one will ever be able to. Are we just supposed to go around throwing this word everywhere without really knowing the meaning of it? Oh and yeah, romance is fucking overrated.

Let's get started!

I always thought I'd never want a blog because I always have to enough to say to people when I'm with them, but lately I feel like I can only talk fully with myself, which obviously at the age of 17 is not a good sign, so I decided instead of becoming crazy at this age, I'd just write about what I do, what I think and what I love... So, this will be the first to many others I hope!